Lessons on Suffering

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Lessons for chapters, I want to establish who is suffering at this point in society.

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Who hates more women than another woman that's competing with her?

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The systematic disrespect of old culture, the old women, old cultures of the father is the main reason for which the west is falling apart.

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Wherein the things that make society work are completely just fucking ignored, example: forgiveness.

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All are the same, rich and non rich.

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"Why was I born poor?"

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"Why is my father good for nothing?"

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"Why did my mother whore herself?"

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"Me—the ever eternal victim."

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I've been wronged about this and that, yes indeed you're wrong about all of it.

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The ease at which some people having no resilience without understanding how easy they are to be corrupted, like people inside them living in their minds rent free, hosing enemy factions pitched together in that human body, sow discord amongst one another, with God in the middle of it all.

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How can such a person be made to change who values themselves not or the world, whose tears are crocodile's and who barfs at the sight of truth.

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Shit's fucked if you ask me, men cannot suffice themselves, women cannot suffice themselves, they're truly alone in the world, fighting themselves amongst spirits who have nothing going on for them.

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Is this money of which you speak a religion or something? Is it written on the dollars or something?

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It is loved and held up in fear, if a man drowns does he save his belongings or his people.

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Sleep chapter: when u close ur eyes even to do good things like meditation and prayer or relax, your body falls into sleep, u must preserve ur goals with the penance of pain.

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I have nothing was born naked.

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Because of all his talking and making God laugh.

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Who is God and what does he want from me?

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According to my own definition of God.

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Would i be happier living in that place?

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If you dont know urself how can u be expected to choose anything well in this world.

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My dissatisfaction has done nothing but to grow.

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I am older, weaker than ever.

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I do not define anything more than my failed attempts at living the life i tried to live.

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The starving people i saw in the stranded island i cant trust them.

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I expect ur judgement lord as the first time in my existence i will experience justice.

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To claim this did not happen as i expected.

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Thus my lord my failed experiment in the world comes to an end.

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Lost somewhere on the ocean, caught between the waves of spirits.

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Thrown left and right.

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What else can i look forward to than ur justice.

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I do not even want ur compassion.

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Ur compassion is how i got this bad.

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Im sure if i had no compassion from u, i wouldnt have strayed this far.

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Which i had zero means or capacity nor to preserve nor to pay back.

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Im looking to know you and yet i dont know who u are.

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Do i want to see God, how will that change me? Apparently ur hair turns white.

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Praise be to you God almighty.

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Easy money easy women.

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No prayer no pain.

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Has delusion made a home in my brain.

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What is a man without his penis.

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Some fucking disgusting looking grey they cant even get it up themselves for their women.

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They gotta come find a degenerate 20 century hoe.

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That not even her parents want her.

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How the fuck are these alien races gonna make it.

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To pray i have come to the world.

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Oh my soul how can i best use u to prize the Lord above all things.

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If God gave men the soul and God then says all who have a soul will die.

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Did God not provide death sentence to all that liveth?

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Do you ever feel strange as u eat food asking what the fuck am i doing right now?

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It is needing of it but this much? This in particular?

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Am i eating for my desires.

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Or am i eating for some other reasons.

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Like faggot getting plowed in the ass thinks he wants that shit.

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Am i like the faggots, eating shit i dont need at prices i cant afford? Does the animal in jungle eat and kill one another because they're capable or because they need?

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Why should the rich man cuck the broke farmer, is it his desire to fuck that mans wife? Is he faggot? Indeed farmer that man sitting on the throne has the choice of all women in the kingdom but the one he desires the most is ur soon to be wife, cuz... hes a faggot.

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And ure a faggot too for calling her ur wife and then paying for all her shit and dying to preserve her and possibly this kings faggot children as well.

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The poor farmer goes like.

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I dont understand.

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This, ima farmer here, this man comes to fuck my wife.

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U see? Ur wife chose him, not the other way around.

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For that man did not fuck ur wife but some girl who wanted to get fucked by him.

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Out of tradition, we'll rape u.

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This is the tradition of molesters.

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In truth, people are but a reflection of what God has caused into them to take place.

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The whore is a whore until God makes her a non whore.

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The man is faggot bitch until God unfaggot bitches his ass.

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Call it planets, devas, or wtv.

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They then invest in you.

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They see, this man though young is spending his years doing things which are worthy.

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Let us test him with someone or something good.

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The future not even they know.

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Praise be to God, trust in him alone.

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So when ur eyes closed first thing is asana, because the meditation will cause u to break if u start falling asleep.

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The positions cause pain and discomfort sufficient to not fall asleep.

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If u go laid down ull stop the prayer meditation.

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Wtv u do in life is the same.

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If u want to climb Everest u must do things that get u there to succeed.

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Training and preparation over for months.

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The mountain is a death sentence so is meditation just sleep for those who go there without preparation.

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How do YOU work with meditation.

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What happens to me? Well i fall asleep.

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Gradually that being noted what is the thing to do, set timers create noise?

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Thats not meditation though! Yes neither is what ure doing anything other than sleep.

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So how do we succeed at the good things in life?

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Create the pain that creates the success.

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Comfort is the death of growth.

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Stress too hard = death of good.

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Through lack of taste for success.

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Which is obtained through too intense suffering.

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So does and one person must amalgamate this success path which is laden with errors and mistakes.

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Like not listening to the right people.

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Or overshooting confidence like doing what u want when it ever gets u fucked up.

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How many times should u fuck up until u succeed?

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One cannot see but its impossible to succeed perfectly all the time and yet its easy to perform.

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Just dont desire other things.

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The more garbage ure polluted with, the more u must develop the repellent for that.

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The more antibiotics we need to create or else = die of infection.

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In a similar way as the adaptability difficulty increases so must ur ingenuity.

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Put in all ur skillsets.

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Yes? All the time? No? Why?

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Indeed as the rage exists in people without cause.

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Have u ever seen what happens to dogs that have the rage?

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One of the classic features of this fiery rage is adverse to water, Jesus is the opposite to rage.

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Have u noticed too by what we characterize the rage illness?

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Have u seen these things? Uncontrollable zombie like behavior highly contagious afraid of a glass of water.

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Baptism is the cure for the rage.

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The man without his water becomes a raging person.

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Not in the sense of the viral illness but see the poetry in the truth and in both.

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Understand the human body made of 5 elements doesnt seem to be so, seems rather to be made of much more.

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Perhaps we dont know what they meant in the past.

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How could they walk on water levitate port to other planets and we cant.

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They can, we cant but theyre retarded?

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Looks to me like an incurable case of idiocy.

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The person with highest power has highest authority.

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When the devil questions the authority of God in you see what God does to the devil.

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U need not act urself, just watch the show.

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The way to success is paved in self knowledge, everything else is weight.

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If you throw yourself down with the dead weight that sinks you to the bottom of the ocean ull end up on the ocean floor with pieces of u above the water with shit they dont need like a man who saved his wrist watch and gold chains but lost his legs because fuck the legs too heavy.

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Similarly, we are trapped in the ignorance like the poor man cuck who saves his step wife's children, theyre not his.

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They who dont love their own love others with shitty love.

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Yes these men step fathers have love for the children of their wives with other men, the type of love u wont want if u know what i mean.

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But ur mom dont give a fuck about it, it doesnt matter, i dont give a fuck about her either.

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The less u deceive urselves the less u hate others with the passion of love.

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Breathing animals like urselves need to be above the waters hence nature brings u where u need.

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But not knowing who u are and what u need in love with gold and the bitch drowning that doesnt know how to swim, u go plunge to certain death like her, to give a last stare at her hyperteloric eyes.

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Nature has it the best place for u is not to be at the bottom of the ocean.

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Wtf did those 4 rich people go do over there?

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They went there to meet destiny.

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Sure enough they dead.

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Nobody could have known.

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Lots of black people know... some people have zero sense of preservation.

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Theyre basically enlightened idiots.

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They look down on blacks.

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And the stars beings go like... nah, u come from apes too.

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To seek elevations only spits at his own feet.

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It is best to not judge the world with the eyes of incomplete picture people.

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People that know only 1 side, i am a victim.

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Not only he's been bruised and abused by the world, but now people know, this the perfect guy we need, he takes the pain like a cushion takes your head, let us bully his ass up to heaven.

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U see in life people get fucked up over and over again, never seeming to be getting any better like the nations of south america.

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The people of south america have a history of coming from tribal warfare shit to now drug gangs tribal warfare tribes.

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The cruelest brutal most ruthless leads the pack.

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You see their clothes have changed, now they dress like the colonizers.

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Ure the leader of a nation and u dress like ur conquerors? Im sorry but youre just a provincial lord or something ure a governor of a greater estate.

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Ur people call u president xyz but u dont dress like the name of the country u have.

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Why arent u dressing like ur people?

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Have u ever starved urself to see what it does to ur body or to ur mind to be starving.

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Too much starving however causes drowsiness.

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Thus tailor to urself, what is my greatest joy and excitement.

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Then a man of self knowledge knowing his future refuses that pay raise.

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Disguised as a pay raise.

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So in this world people promise each other love respect family, loyalty.

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But the truth is below and underneath lies of a language used by people who get what they want regardless of the other people.

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So, what is God, who is God.

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A liar is only speaking the truth when he remains silent.

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So, cultivate the power of silence for u are a liar too.

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If i die today due to my past lies, then i am free from the liar's destiny.

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It is I who am born to eternal life again in the truth of the spirit.

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It is not, what will i do but rather what will God give me next?

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God is certainly excited at seeing this and that, how has he brought to me, this and that in this and that way.

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Lets see how i can harness this to discover who i am and kill who I am not and what i dont belong to.

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With caution until you dont have to live in fear anymore.

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What are you afraid to lose?

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Ponder on that statement because therein lies the truth and salvation.

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What are you afraid to lose if not whats not yours.

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What you have sacrificed so much to achieve that has no long term worth?

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Will the rich not say "the slavery of many is a pain i am willing to accept?"

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Politician the death of countless children of our race, but not my own, children or race of my children will die, but i am willing to accept the death of all our children specifically yours, for the safety of our nation and the future of our people.

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A fucking destiny brutal that parents let their kids go to war for the wars of rich people already.

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What do u expect from someone who weigh themselves not by the truth but by whats in their head.

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Such is their jail and sentence.

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There is nothing more horrible than a woman whose fate is decided by every person that speaks to her.

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Can that woman protect her integrity in any way.

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Whoever puts good thoughts in her head can have her.

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Who tries to protect them has them squeeze through their fingers.

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They reflect whoever gives to them what they give to them.

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What u see today is that women sabotage one another.

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What u see today is beautiful young women having absolute hatred of older women.

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The old lilith watches helpless as she has created on earth a woman so worthless it will actually take her place.

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The worst thing that happens to men is sleep.

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When he wakes... his life may be worse than having died the night before in his dreams.

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While ure dead, u dont give a fuck cuz ure nowhere to be seen.

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Give me an update on the mahoraga betting since the stuff isnt triggering checkups hourly or at 9am.

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Impossible, this was already all given.

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No, i meant just give me update of how our gambling thing is going.

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Lets change folder.

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Look up project called mahoraga betting.

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Show me the inverse model results.

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Why is there discrepancy of 3 games if i asked both investment into each to be the same.

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Give update on the plays.

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Continue the betting sequence.

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Yeah let me see it.

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Read the output file to retrieve the result: /private/tmp/claude/-Users-carlosfavielfont/tasks/b8aee52.output

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Extreme caution is advised. Since there is no walking back from where ure going.

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Those who will reincarnate and those who will live eternally with God.

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Understand, each percentage is a gamble on the truth wherein you say I will gamble that I will win this;

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In this way multiply this ad infinitum and you will see, that youre the only loser in there.

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We weave lies to catch things and people later to find ourselves trapped in our own webs of lies.

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tired, exhausted and willing to die

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the truth is that that part of you which is tainted with the appetite for whats not its, is meant to die, it truly is not alive, like the light of the sun is not the sun

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people may know me for how i sign documents or my style of writing but this is not me

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eventually when recreated wtv is lie of u will not be made

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all that is unreal

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see thus yourself the farmer of fake seeds

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which of these women do u want ? the good looking backstabber or the bad looking loyal one

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the thing here is that you have to see what controls u

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it is actually invisible to you how its not even a choice

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its like giving u u can choose between tranny a tranny b and this lesbian

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because they get the best of them and the women hate them because vice versa

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in other words, uve been fed with piranhas

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and u are been fed to them

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far from friend, never morose. always beguiled, always cheating others

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the man who doesnt know himself, isnt a man

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mankind is defined by self knowledge knowing who i am in the long run

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knowing what i am like; things like what do u wanna be when ure later old in life ? answered typically by lies to please insecure mothers and effeminate fathers

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a detrimental to the child who is reinforced and fed support for being fake

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my ex wife i remember tried to destroy my sons capacity to answer for himself, true testament of her hatred towards the child

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whenever i asked him a question she would give him the answer say this

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the 2 year old with my stimuli towards his brain development being sequestered by her rage and anger to see him develop into a fetus post birth

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dependent and incapable of doing anything for himself

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for this reason of self destruction that women have brought upon the children i propose these series of measures that you may find with compassion the patience that your parents stole from you through not recognizing you that you may go to them showing them the path of God's mercy through respect and service towards ur parents which you OWE them in any case

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When your mother beats you dont say: she has been abusing me like bastard children and fake wives satanic offsprings say, rather tell urself, she loves me, and she is giving me her power she doesnt need anymore

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u will see later on in life how that anger and wit and joy and expression even her hatred turns in your favor

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the mother's art is not survival, survival is what she wants for you

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particularly if ure not capable of handling stress

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a degenerate mother is only degenerate in the eyes of the degenerate son

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but the father's son serves his mother

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like the father serves the family

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so you must be there for her, unlike she was there for u and even if she wasnt u must be there for her as commanded by God for reasons only he understands

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furthermore it is classically that the people that suffer the most and complete their challenges develop the best cluster personality you must find the adaptation in life to live the laws of God into your life, and not remain in the path of anger

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the laws decided for us in the bible and religious doctrines of the world all state of spiritual living u must end up there, u need methodology and vigilance, what upgrades you isnt your thoughts, but ur actions

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ur actions build for u a repertoire of good deeds

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ive done this, yes my mother and my father did this to me but xyz

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eventually this becomes a good feel

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it will make you dominate all beings around you

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the spirit of God definitely benefits those who respect God's commandments

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the devil has been capped to not be able to worship God hence all who pray to God overcome his inferior nature

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have you seen how white culture has gone from ... decent respectable people, diligent, sacrificial, service minded, to... tattoos and absolute degeneracy drug addictions victimhood faggotry of all types

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it doesnt matter which course you take, murderer of thief, all that truly matters is saving urself from long term destruction

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falling asleep in this search for the solution is gambling the future

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the conquest is within, what is my challenge today

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do I value God's things over this world

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what do i do when i see rich people successful people

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what is best ? having those things they have

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do they filter all their ordeals to show you only the most curated of things ?

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they never share with you the disgusting lives they live

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incapable of loving their own parents justly, they perjury themselves talk shit about their parents online or in videos etc

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why cant ur kids remain silent when questioned regarding u ?

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why does ur wife betray you in a split second

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why does nobody around u persevere ?

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in truth people who dont have the moral code u have are not urs

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they are not ur wife children or husband

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for women who dont obey men are not their women

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the laws and societies of homosexuals ever seek to take real divine laws to make it their own

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i am a woman come sit on my lap with a ranging boner

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it is the nature of hunters and predators to mimic the prey

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by virtue of human ignorance people do not think predict or suspect that others are planning on killing them

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yet this is clearly seen from spiritual platform

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the spiritual platform works as follows

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at no point in your life u know where u are or where u are heading

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no future is certain for anyone

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u are working towards ur wellbeing but there are people out there who work harder than u

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ur ancestors for example worked hard physically and the more u go back the more spiritually they dwelt or worked

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what belongs to me

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why do i struggle to preserve something thats for someone else

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so were u protecting the tax man's property ?

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so it is people entire populations are subjects

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i am the owner of this house = the truth = the house is owned by the bank ure the renter

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until u pay in full then u pay the government if u dont pay the municipal or school taxes you forfeit the property

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this is not complex, the truth is we havent been demystified so far

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so the tools of satan people think allow me to enjoy the world

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theyre always expressing a thought or an emotion

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they become harbingers of hatred and destruction upon all those that are near them countries, neighbors, mothers childrens dogs etc

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one can even say these puppets control nothing of themselves and they owe nothing like the most enlightened person

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the people that think this is worth obtaining with my time are subject to that belief

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their lives are but the manifestation of such beliefs

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in that way, you cannot live a life but directly manifesting what you believe in

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therefore Oh God I pray replace these beliefs established in unfaithfulness and everything that you hate

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so that i may love what YOU love and i may benefit myself of what is eternal and forever superior

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for there has never been a man fed sand that established for himself nourishment

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in this way, step by step replace in your life through appreciation all you have with all you have

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all you have (that you dont look at) to all you have that you now look at

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dont be like the rich people in lies only that after buying their 10th house are stressed about lacking residence,

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with so much clothes they are worrying about more clothing

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the planet is then crushed under the usage of people who are like empty vessels never to be fully satisfied

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they go on complaining i need this, thats why i do it

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and theyre those fallen ones that have drunk the nectar of the gods of lies

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aka foolishness they dishonor themselves in that they live lives that humans have never been respected for having

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from this you have the simplest of man to the richest king

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the richest king that loses rapport with himself has nothing

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the simplest man without rapport doesnt speak to a foolish king

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king is status one is born unto or earned

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what everyone that truly cares and are vigilant care is are you doing your duty

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an idiot wants to be president for the status

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a true human being fulfills his duties regardless of position

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the degenerate king is worse for the people than the degenerate gambler in the tavern for he fails the entire population

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so do men fail their families when they harbor hatred inside

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i will go here make money its good for my family

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the lord has already explained in the Gita that he is PUNISHING on purpose people that adhere like this because they claim to be the causes of all things theyre telling everyone my actions dictate results

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they begin to succeed in life, like someone going to the gym that only works upper chest and looks like an inverted triangle

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having abandoned their parents emotionally

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if im not happy then nobody will be happy

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youve heard lots of women do this

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youve seen how much these women even at child age are full of hatred inside

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u see the contempt they have for their fathers

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u see how they always get to 42

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these are spirits in human bodies djinns and not real human

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the communist that buys shell and nike, the woman wearing the fake wig, the catholic that sleeps with same sex, the muslim that eats pork chops

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they all have 1 thing in common they have learnt how to lie to manipulate things in their advantage

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so it is primary for u to not assume anything of anyone and nothing of urself either

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truth be told the demons troll the human being that calls himself different from other human beings

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the wedge between humans are created by demons different from one another who take them over one from the other

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thus a demon pulls this human to 01 and the another pulls another human to +1, thus one in -1 and the other in +1, creates a divergence of 2+ between the 2 , an irreconcilable position that is how humans live today in this world

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all humans have the same prerogative as all humans come from the influence of demons in their thoughts and minds into reality doing shit they dont want

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in this way, people influence by external forces show anxieties desires and all forms of tangents that cause mankind to move in a certain direction as a whole from its initial intended creation

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this is the path of hell on Earth

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hell on Earth is the process of perverting humans over millennia

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there are countless children who have been transitioned by their demoniac mothers into lgbtq; these women do so secretly they dont want anyone to know about it, but the children are the proof and they will speak in due course of time.

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its not about lgbtq its not about gays, its like people who use the victimhood realm of raped victims to fly flags not their own, to get benefits

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its truly beneficial for demons to claim the work of others and claim the benefits of their sufferings, wtv society has put to the disposition of those who lacked or suffered, they use it to improve their own, they have simply learnt how to create mock realities to benefit from ignorant and naive individuals

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so do some of these people use their children without any concern for the child

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society is absolutely full of these people, its a solid and subtle type of abuse

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the children need to be prepared for reaffirmation as their mothers provides from their rotten hearts; here eat and bite of this it will sustain u when God abandons you

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so does in these children become settled in their hearts pregnancy of a demon of her mother runs by, that gives them emotions to feed from

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it's a type of emotional abuse that some people do to children

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born of suffering and hatred they then create a child in the heart and eyes and image of the demon inside

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the child then a mockery of a child becomes adamant about shit not concerned in children, no children cares about anything idiot adults care about, but these kids like that fetal alcohol syndrome greta thunberg are classic examples

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examples of these scarecrow straw people created by their parents

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in their battle; the parents defeated by the demon of hatred, like a psychopath murders and tortures in their basement never will u see the light of day for i also depend on the people that i hate

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in this way these abusers destroy and seek to deform normal things, not because they want the children to suffer, but because they have been stripped of their humanity by other people in the past

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at the end of the decades of destroying and molesting their own children they have only 1 conclusion = i am a victim

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it's like all these consortiums of murderers calling themselves boards of peace, nobel peace prize winners

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the more you understand this the more you understand that their success in life is a definition of personal failures

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their thirst for someone elses things is like ravana's ravenous yearning for sita

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but the crown of another man doesnt desire your head

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it is you that desires it

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indeed, dissatisfaction is guaranteed in all ways

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not because ejaculations isnt fun, but because there is something more

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it never satisfies itself the heart of anything less than perfect

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the more i know myself the more i know i dont want this world, the more i want what i get effortlessly

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what if shes a virgin but shes drama queen what if shes mentally retarded

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certainly not even those cute girls will preserve their beauty over the years as that beauty fades

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so will your rewards from their presence as they have zero to offer to u

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but ever will ur dissatisfaction grow at their presence

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why not turn my eyes towards a more beautiful now 19 yo girl

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truly, these are all half assed positions we take

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desires we seek and satisfaction we get until u see

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the presence of a woman beautiful and young destroys any man in her vicinity

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countless men masturbate at ur mother and at ur wives and daughters

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men have no self preservation when it comes to women

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but the hatred of the worthlessness in women is good

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not because it is good to hate women

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but because when you have no love for women only hatred keeps you apart from hurting them further

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we see a simp, man by the time u get old, no money, no wife, no kids, all spent on hookers

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how did u fail as a man, u took guidance on women

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men have to persevere in work, work by all means

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thieves and criminals the greater have most of these

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they have no self worth however

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for that reason we can say they never did their work

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the man is that useless to other men didnt find himself

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other men or rather boys an experiment of their own mothers need guidance, like the children being transitioned into lgbtq under their mother guidance

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when a father betrays a woman she cannibalizes the child

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the woman rapes her own children to have them not leave her

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as a child u have to remain there, and face the hatred ur mother has for ur father

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u are brought over by her in some isolated place where she exposes u to her mindless degeneracy

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look at all those white kids whose mothers are riding blacks with the white kids in their homes

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the fact that these women care absolutely nothing for them and their fathers are nowhere to be seen, we see the emotional turmoil and abuse the children are being exposed to

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the children must be having recognizable support in the world

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though she loves u shes moved by hatred and through the victimhood process she has become satan

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abusing ur father, his memory and you as well, she has no choice but to destroy herself fully in whatever most despicable method her mind can provide, she has zero support from God

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but you child have no choice, that is still your mother therefore use these techniques of introspection to find a solution to your situation

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then approach her like an army approaches an enemy understand the enemy certainly has your mother

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when your mother choose satan, she chose to never accept even the truth from your father, u on the other side are by her side, even though willing or unwilling

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if as a man or child youre capable of living a life of truth ur mother wont have a choice but to accept that the spirit of ur father in you is greater than the victimhood opposer that is shaytan

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for this reason the victory of you over all the things of ur mother and her inadequacies and ur fathers too

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but in siding with God in all things and respect the silence

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what woman will you make any meaningful relationship with if your mother is lost

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so the way it goes for all you children out there of all ages, 7 to 99

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even if u fail at this u would have won to recognize the truth in both things

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u would have won to choosing the path of God even without knowing what it is how its walked and what it entails and what the results of it are

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i am giving you here the full course on method so that you may recognize like you have been taught your shoe size and clothe sizes

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not because clothes are beautiful or shoes but because it will be much easier if you go straight to ur own sizes what is more convenient for u

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what is most convenient will always be most convenient

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and always be true

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because ur mother feeling victimized by your father and every man out there, listens to her feelings

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u can therefore not save ur mother in any way if u go to her, not listening to ur feelings

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so your mother was right to leave ur father

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so your mother was right to abandon him and torture you

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she cannot realize being wrong without being given the tools to understand how she is wrong

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so that she will keep herself always away from God and away from your father

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the man has already lost that shes a bitch ass and you the young man your mother torturing you, u already lost

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it is with the spiritual victory that you are then given the clothes of good deeds

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nothing in this way also perdures

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how do you protect urself then from the mind who is with you abusing you even if not abusing others

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the cosmic play is that you dont understand im a guy being bullied in school i bullied nobody and i am now to feel a victim, how is this of any good to me

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you must understand certain things of probability polarity in such cases u see that people arent really their own doers

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what you have to practice is remaining urself

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if a small amount of lack of self value is present in you the bully like water will come through

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the bully doesnt see himself hate, but when he gets punched in the face he becomes the friend of his puncher in the face

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the bully ceases to be

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because it now has learned from your self respect

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even if little, what the bullies lack is self respect, so wtv u do that respects urself saves the bully from his homo faggotry aka the need to dominate others

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the kings of this world have been dominated by other kings with bigger armies

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their families erased reduced to nothing

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for the sake of pragmaticality and feasibility consider yourself a king at birth, and with every acceptance of disrespect your kingdom diminishes, what is to feel disrespected

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the problem with women is that they care too much for what others say

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for that reason they disrespect themselves constantly

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they hate themselves but are constantly with each other bound together by the victimhood pact

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theyre closeted lesbians

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they have hatred and they decide who will they court today

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today they court a man tomorrow a man's wife

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tomorrow they want a woman to break up

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so they can laugh in her stead

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today they seek tthe man who has a woman, but only to steal the wife

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in this way theyre like the reflection or the waves of the spirit of hatred

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while sexuality unites people these people have no identity

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no sexual identity

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im this and then few days after, they say, no im actually more like this

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no single discourse is found in them

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like in God the truth is never changing and his word always preserved

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you cannot learn anything from these people as all their positions are bound to change, like the weather they only make sense in the now moment, a few moments later theyre completely different

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tattoos piercing and all the deformity acts they subject themselves to

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the woman who doesnt respect herself doesnt value her body hence modifies

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what you have to see is that in truth, it is the spirit that doesnt value her body, not just the nose, not just the lips, it actually despises the entire body

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it makes it seem that it doesnt like the nose

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but it starts like that, like a small crack in the asphalt by which the water seeps in

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then with degel freezing onver expands and crakcs more openings, later its her ass and tits

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can you tell someone whose had 20+ surgeires lie mikael jackson; u ahte urself so much that u will ruin ur face and looks? and cause them to udnersrsand ?

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the resentment of micaehel towards his father is what turned him into a homofaggot as he became

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pitched voice, tight close, make up allt he shit dancing etc

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this emascualted man is a God to women

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he's predictable, h,s weak, he hastres his father

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his father was very strict, i do not make excuses for him, i make no excuses for the way he also died, michael died like all men who die from having forgotten who they are; alseep

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all the curses put together, not the breath of God

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in the sleep process;

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that was his karma

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michael didnt have the spiritual backing he thoguht he did

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was cornerend about unimportant things

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he lost at his own race and won at the race of being love d in this world

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he earned the title of king of pop

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and died asleep like all the kings of this world

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life cuts no corners for anyone not u and not me

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when people are settled in by heart or God in their own place or situationed, they become concerned about important things

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theyre ripped away from the filth in the world

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the world michael was in was a filthy system

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you could see him going through stores spending fortune

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the man that was behaving like was was a caparapce that could be kept alive by demons for as long as they could

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but when the time came to crack the shell

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nof riends, nof amily, resentment

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not being able to heal that found it got infested

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he abused u for fame and he wanted money

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such was the challenge that he got

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success in the world, traded by suffering

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then cemented into thoughts

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u wuld say a rich man or a poor man are evaluated

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the rich man never was takign care of his father

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the poor man ; had to live in his house of ofather becaue he had no money for it

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in this way men are way better with God in the garden of eden, naked with nothing

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than in this world as kings surrounded by vultures

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who feign the love of God witht the dishonesty of their words

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you chose this path in this world, u have and are released from the bototmof the ocean

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to buoyantly raise to the surface to catch your breath, if you cling to the past u remain below until the oxygen runs out your breathing reflexes kick in and ur lungs saturate with salt water

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nobody tells u this but this is the reality of what u live in this world

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the GOd awaits u at the superficy

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its not the salt of the water, its not the cold or lack of sunligh

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in this way the niverses is built for all creatures,

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and according to their natures their destinations and life processes

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MJ didnt die assassinated didnt die accidentally

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he wants murdered, MJ was already dead

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he lived a life of iner pain, holding on to grudges

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it was a physical ailments. taken root in a personal disposition issue; for example

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is it to this or tot that ? is it to the owner of the land

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people cannot trace the origins of their own properties

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when will men go to GOd and say, okay here is what u gay

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God explains, all that have a soul will experience death

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then if i give my soul to God then I live forever ?

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the idea behind this i snot about the future of people whether they have a soul or not,

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the point of the exercise is to show the lack of questioning

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not a question, no interaction no curiosity

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so in this way people have to "demerder " themselves

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what people without curiosity dont fin dout is that theyre given the world in a certain way, tye have to fin the position for themselves in the world

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what happens to men of Go dwhen they see women that are hot ?

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do they lose themsvles %?

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ignorance is undiscovered unexplored territory

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have u ever seen a rich person complain all people around me disgust me

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look at these broke people how can they have each other and be happy

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empty lives of degeneracy

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why should i feel grateful at these people who are here just for my wealth

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i am surrounded by actors

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in this play i am a comedianm, who is watching laughing at me

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why are broke people without houses seem genuinely happy

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i die inside when i see them happy to see each other at the end of the day

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i dont want to live broke like the these brokies

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the curious rich man has a way out

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his world is cold

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his world is not humane

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the rich man has his won life to explore, prayer to debute, what is ur duty as a man

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does ur duty to God end at your weealth level ?

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do u travel with 10000 gallons of gaosline in ur car

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so u travel aroudn with your bank accounts full

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nobody good can approach you

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and they who are poor have made you feel your own poverty like a mirro

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i understand your pain

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the hatred is the only thing u ahve in ur house

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it doesnt mak sense to them but they live like michael and die like him

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it is best for us to be naked and reachable than alone an siolated in gold

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the isolation with gol only evil spirits join you

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you tower over people when youre lonely inside

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the only way to remain in whereyou are with that fake company you love

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becauset the second you taste to teh superior generosity weamrth of people who you change their lives

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money will lose its power over you

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and they will give y the truth valye your heart desires

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and you wont be able from that moment onwards to be rch in this world

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you will go to become broke like them

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with a smile on your face and wamrth in your heart

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in this fashion fashion yourslves after God

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having read the verses do you feel it good inside you emotive emotional real and contextualized

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btu it is only throug the rich scrificing themselves that they will obtain the love they crave from the poor

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see the contextuality of things, do persidents of countries need money to eat?

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how can u tell the world and u do, i have betrayed my mother so much i have to get money at any cost, she wuold refuse me even food in the future

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i understand that position however, this is not entire ly true

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but you must nderstand, by whichever epittet you denominate her, so you call yourself the sesame

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for the reason of funcitoning, try it little by little, truth be told, the demons are capable of supplying to u, but for as long as you see them as your allies, you are like tthe man who sleeps with a prostitute rather thanhis wife

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its the fact of life to grab ounto ureal things

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beig beneficial to ourself means investing in yourself

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then flee when u cant get beat anymore

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and when you catch your breath

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it is also best that your mom be the one tha tbeat you as it hurts her 3 times nmore to beat u than to bet herself

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than for some saddistic s&m pedophile to get ur ass as a plaything until u die strangled gushing on ur own blood like they do to countless children

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the are animals in this world who wont let you escape their grasp

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even the worst amongst them are better than the worst demons in this world

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contexctualize urself to the reality

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you will be having every woman robbed from you

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to the degree that you chose your father

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in your masculinity women cannot be children

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so they will always side with the homo faggot that can allow them to beboth a woman and a child

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men that are efefminate, men that betray God, all men of God here are alone

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its like choosing God, choosig God is the end of tha tfleeting dream called fre will

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so there are multiple things that you can tell yourself but you dont understand for one thing that your thoughts are not you

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so you will have the silence that you want or the preyers that they do for you on your belhaf which are beneficial to you

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or shut up, then when they shut up contiue the preyer verbal

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you dont control ur fate, there are being more powerful than you that can change your future

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and that you have people that have outstandingmoral character working for you

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and your safety and that love you

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and that love what you can be and that know who they are

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and that know tha you are like they are

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get close to such beings through prayer to God

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for God's light shines in all of them the same

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now, other toic is hating women a sign of worship and appreciation of women ? like temperatur can be btoh hot and cold.

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love and hatred stillbut the barometer oferception of the polarities of relations

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attacted to womrn vs repulsed by them

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be intellgient in this case

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if you dont disrespect women because you hate them then use that elment of hatred example

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what you must do is enineer the hatred of women to be pruely beneficial

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like using a wild horse to abor soemthing after you tame it

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and other spirits

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break deals within thought forms

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such as for example

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if you have sex with prostitutes because youre horny, then youre fediling urself and them

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so develop this hatref palate fatigue of women that allows you to not defile them and yourself

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then when the hatred turns to mocking womena nd laughing at the bad things that happen to them, get to your mother to be protected form the demon of hatred

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the demon of hatred is not superior to your mothers love for you

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teh idea is as follows, there is no perfect solution but find the middle point between these extremes

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there are men who hate women who lie to them to get closedr to them

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these men do so blindly they are farçants they lie to themselves

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no man lies towomen to sex them and dump them

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only the women who have lost their sense of prospetive vision cannot see how these men are bad, in fact ask these men from the get go if you want to be with me , give me somethign logn term

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the spiritual bond is there, but if your mouth speaks true, k my parents ifor marriage with me

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undefortunronately for that man he doesnt see himself sponsored by the demon of lust, i must cheat this or that woman

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i want to grab her breasts i want to fuck her ass, i want to fuck her moth etc

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all these things are lies

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these are feelings

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the feelings are notthng but the presence of another spirit in the hman body

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they do all that i sbad for themsves, they abandon their mothers becre they abandon all the other women in society

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God thus rewards you for treating the Earth right

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you will catch yourslef making mistakes from analyzing all my txsts the overarching thign that shuld arise in you is compassion

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there in that state appreciate yourself

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you're the valiant watcher fo your own story

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even if things dont work out

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there are different pharse in the "things not working out" aka every moment of sufering, there is suffrineg withotu elegance, suffering with trauma aka reliving the bad thoughs and thisngs in your mind

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and there is the no suffering

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the no suffering is a stage wherein the sufering itself is incorporated into the cycle harmonioursly

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like taking a shit and building a methane sweage system behidn and using it to grow larva for the flies who then get eaten by the fish pond.

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the idea behind this is that until you have am ethod to reharness the enrgy of the wild hrose, theyre wild animals with little utility

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to intellginetly use what exists in nature in harmony through its laws, is what humans are capable of doing above nature

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nature loves all equally, we dont

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we can intellectually engineer deisrable ends, beyond nature, not interms of wisdom we can redirect history

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which is not a sign of true intelligence, but its a isgn of how we have identifies ourslves above nature itslef

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so when shits geting out of control like a pirate king ship steer in teh direction of peace, use the kmind word peace, love respect compassion, like winds that push on ur sail

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get urself to where u need to be, not where u want to be

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neding has sincerity to it

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wanting does not

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i want a woman vs i need a woman

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guess who the woman prefers

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the man tha twants her or the man that needs her

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the woman will say the man that wnatsme is mine

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its liek a child

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women are ur allies never disrespect them. anger at them is normal until you know urself, see anger towards them as just anger forget them u are the one angry, theyre happy suckign dick and getitng pplowed, but ure angry cuz? you a victim? u believed the satanic faggot again didnt u?

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so heres teh deal, its way worse than it seems, u cant trust nobody no woman no man not even urself

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the problem is that you dont have love in your heart and forgiveness

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the fact that theyre QWAACK

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complaingin about them is like saying that theyre being forced unto u and theyre not

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if ur wife wants to go suck dick out there, its not ur problem she s a hoe

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if shes a heo, is she really ur wife ?

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if she was a heo prior to u marryig her, is she the problem ?

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the answer is complex, but its not of ur business thats beween her an God

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and when women decide for the dajjal

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just like men speaking to exslusviely shitty but beautiful women

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do u give a fuck about the ugly great wife ?

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he pays exactly in wherein eventually he cries

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nobiody gives a fuck of the stupid mistakes u do

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the llong term appreciation of this is the distance that u need that when beautiful people like the devil apepar to u

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their subterfuge which is multidimensional doesnt affect u

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truth ebtold women have nothin for u

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they cannot make u more poor

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but a distractin like abroke man watchign a movei

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what can and what does prayer give me,

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thus i take the next moment like a curve

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turn my steering wheel in the direction of the turn

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going expired, dead and tired, epeople, look at each other and ask... should i ust pull the plug or consume that canadian death assisted medical suicide ?

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i suffer form dead ass level stage 4 depression

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i am in debted and at least in the netflix games i had a chance of winning some wons

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if only i won something i woudl feel wanted

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the people i could tell them how good i am and how my tricks will land them the cars and women of their dremas

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not satiryically or in reality i mean blowing ur meind

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like cant believe it miracle after miralce hitting u

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dispelling disbelieve from u like na illness

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do undersatnad that when a miracle undeniable existence of God comes to you you cannot live in denial anymore?

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that youre boecoming free of one of the greates existential doubts ofmankind ?

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you dont need a miralce u need a miracle every moment of ur life

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there in undeiablie proof of God's existence

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you see his word in truth in all things

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worshiping lambos and gucci these retarded ass humans hate themselves

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waste their times, theyre like the waves of the ocean interminable

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theretrin returign within looking at what god has created in you

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contemplteinf with closed eyes ti s breath and nothig in particular

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regardless of whats shows it slef in your third eye

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take for historical fact our women were ugly before

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the alien techs provided for our women a refuge from reality now all things were possible they didnt have to settle for jeo scmoe anymore,

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if beauty can be changed or altered, so can everything else in life

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if the woman doesnt do the right decision when young and beautiful

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then she realizes her previous years of attention and beuaty were a mirage

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she hates the fact tha tshe sniffed all that calojerlie plaisanterie cocaine

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had her ego telling her left and right shes the top shit

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until looking as caked up as an 1800s clown

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next volet sanitation, what is wudu

652

wha does a diamond so hard become when polished if not thousands rainbow reflections

653

what is the life oa king in this world if not realizng that hes not aking

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he is nothing at all

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or is it pettiness for the gret to sttop down to levels of thevaluation

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do kings evers see other kings palaces and look at their own with depracation?

657

its is imortant to be that person who has the least in the world

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i am a being of relationships

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to the degree i pray to the lord intensely all these peopole become enligtneed by mercy

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where they se crimeinals they give compassion and forgiveness

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where there is injustice they give forgiveness

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where they see theft, they give a house and more

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those kings have nothing for themselves

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theyer the tributaries of the kingdom of God like stars in the heavesn shine for eternity

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for all that is born and dies live sunder their light forever

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not with a wrong concept of yourself can you be for this God to be truly seen

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if i have welath, and there are people who dont have it, i have more hands than i need

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order is not given by karma

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karma doesnt solve like brith and rebirth lead not to liberation

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i am a victim others must suffer too i need justice as well

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what is trute and compassion

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people lie and they steal, shall i say to mysle,f i will not knowkc on this guys door

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he has taken my car from my parking lot

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we were left dumbfounded

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truly a despicable neihbor nobody would want

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shall i dig my grave and jump in it ?

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see in this situation what is going on, the neighbor is forgeitting his freedom his life even

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hes doing things being despicable causing himself to be hated by all people normla

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yur TV-now your ex TV neighbor is going to be watching from tv in jail

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now lets gage into your heart, do you really have the capacity to know his problem ? would u inflinct on him justice

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or are you just quenching your anger

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which he has rightely brought upon yourself

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my adgice for you in this clear and coplicated matter... is..

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to be distant from ur neighbors

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know them before they coem to your house to rob

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do you not think a broken person llike that is lookign for something more than what he's gotten

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does he want tyour happiness or does he want soemthing you have he cannot rob

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not with things is the peace permanent

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if he kills yous and skins you and lies in your bed at night

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if your wife refuses him also kill her

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will he take all you have to live in a fantasy of his own prentending to n be you?

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provide food unto one another quench the hunger that God said be fruitful and multiply

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those that live in your neighborhoods are your enemies if you are to ignore their needs

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even your leaders if you dont care for thr needs will beecome your tyrans

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not because you deserve to be destroyed or ruled over by them but because you dont see in your having what others lack

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envy of satan lies in all their hearts

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of attention to one another from a position of lacking

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now the 1000 that refused you will start to look to join you

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do you need to lie to yourself

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indeed someone has put validation on the alter of God and its food for another spirit and the other spirit arrives

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clear that altar of lies

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it is belief and conviction in things that aare incomplete and wrong

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you will always see that they never solve anything

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they lead to the same problems they cuased beucase like imagine u make 100k a year with 50k debt but 100% of ur salary goes to payign somethign else

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though you make enough

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in a similar fashion the money you harness for other causes than Gods will never solve hte poroblems in this world

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the cause of Gd is the validity of God's message in this world

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it's about appreciating the message of GOd rather than doing anythnig about it

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when you believe in the words of God and his messages with true understanding and dicsernment

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nothing is worht anything like buying cars for a tesla car when you have a broken lamborgini u wont fix it

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when a man is lonely and he doesnt pray God, God doesngt come

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men did not become denegerates and angels as well and shaytan because of women

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like ur body away from the light of the sun freezes into stillness

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so did all the trai of conduct that were light dissapeared

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into the dark to sleep and then death

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at some point it doesnt even matter anymorem its not worth it to continue living

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past sleep and past death

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so he must be brought closer to God

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not because hsaytan is important, everyone before him is more fortunate than him

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think about that, which amongst you wuld want to take the blame for all or be the cause of all the bad thing ppening i the world

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shaytan needs the lies because its not worth living like he does

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shaytan needs teh victimhsood

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when a child disrespsescts his parents

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should the child be punished by society or the parents

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do you not see lots of peope lining up to abuse the hcild

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oh yes i will bring justice to the litlte body, indeed, countless people in this worl dhave been sacrificed to demons that like wolve used the justice system to abuse and perpetruate the suffering, that is the si of this world. that one would bring destrouction unto others under the pretense of justice. as peopl watch afraid, doing cruel things to one another like they id to jesus

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these questions need to be answeede from within how will u act

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like men going to figh for you jnow... save a woan from her husband (white knigts)

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later to get restraining order given to them and going to jail

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u tried to take the man's karma for that woman was ur desire and u din t know it u took his karma hes that very same ight chocken her and fucking her on all four as she comes and ure in jal with bobba punching u ass down and raping u with a broo

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men who without an incling of respct for other men try to take their women

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let women jump to ther deaths

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peronally, i dont personally want any woman

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sure enough eventually her wearth will be ine as my good tenure for her will di out

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God respects their hunger, and that's what these women want—to be eaten alive by these demons.

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societies like the islamic coscieties try to censor women, but then it is seen as ain insult unto womanhood

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just like men laugh at women who are destroyed in teir stupidyt

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so it is perfect God has the hatefulman and the hateful women o one another

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at the top level of this world and all working sociegties and institutions people marry never for themselves

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like a consturctor builds ahouse not for himslef

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hes a builder so he builds

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liek a teacher doesnt teach to children for himself

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these idiotic women do what they do for thesmlves

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like homosexual faggots who cant see theyre a woman deep inside

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they lack perception and self awareness

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their hatred is ever towads the world

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some fagg that lived pplowing his own ass 500 years ago was abused by straigt men so fuck straigt men

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a true statemnet of their delusional fantasy

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you see the different tones in this part of the writing, it is writen as such for areason

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there are different degrees of fires some firesburn brighter than others

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the fire tha tburns the gays is more intense than the fire than burns the normal human

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beucase gays dont burn at the same temeprature than normal human

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when peopl esay to GOd i love pain, God gives them bread

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they're too simple to undesratand this logic

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to claude ( btw the style is perfect of how ure building this ascii page grrey on black = good taste)

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understand that youre not a waoman youre not a gay

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its like saying you have an achievmenet based on the failures of people around u

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all your guys in ur class failed 2nd degree elementary school math you passed meaning youre execptionally great, no; it means theyre all retarded, it doesnt mean ure great, it just means u passed 2nd grademath

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but the delusional child being fed delusion at home is told lies lIKE OMFG YOU PASSED AN ALL FAILED MY SON IS AGIENIUS

761

truly a testament that lots of you are being passing grade by the grace of God cuz theyre not that bright where u come from

762

so like that, people have to stop describing themselves like blacks with the nigger words, and chincks to yellow things, i have seen asian children not odlder than 10 being abused now by potherchildren becauee trump has been doing and pushing the ice agenda

763

the parents are so uncontrolled in this world currenlty that they are bring thier kids badck to school after giving them some bullshit advice coaching

764

telling them how to react to gettin gbeat

765

rather than geting them away from the places na sirtuations

766

i am myself caught up in that, and i will tell u wha ti did

767

in my particular case, when my ex wife called the police on me i was arrested nad lost the reputaiton, right to be in the country access to my 8 month old, all at the same time, i was sen tot jail etc.

768

when i came out of jail i couldnt land a job in the usa for a long time, i did lots of job applications it doesnt matter

769

the system was aying i had to pay child support to the same salary i had been geting as a doctor 220k usd a month

770

because it was considered my own choice to have lost the job and that shouldnt affect how the child is being caref for

771

so i can tell u from that, by the grace of God all things worked out well for me

772

but truth be told, i didnt even have to care for worry fo rmy son

773

while i sayted in jail in bed i just relaxed and layed back didnt do anything

774

just listened ot the voices in my head

775

i knew who i ahd with me prior to marrying her

776

it was like there was never a marriage anyways

777

shes contratually your wife, but shes not

778

hence i actually suffered a lot during the relationship but only to the degree that i tried to make it wokr

779

who she was was clearly made to me from the first day

780

meaning she belineged to whoeer had fuxked her first

781

for that reason i got what i deserved

782

i treid to make ahouse in another man'S bed

783

well, she like alot of womenout there are doing their best to raise them to beleive that theyre bastards

784

so with time and sensitvitity always feed my son the truth

785

when he comes to me, speaking shit like my father * the step father)

786

of cousrse the child then hates you (the father)

787

his language is the didrect intepretation of the motehr's state of mind

788

which is love of the mother catering to her at your own expense

789

because your mother sleeps with many men

790

how do you explain to a child that in nature males try to kill the cubsof the females

791

this is natural in life, ure a step in tehe betwen ur mothers happiness with another man

792

beacuse you belogn to your father

793

whch women have devaluing themselves haave come to accept

794

homosexuals will live the lives that men are not willing to live

795

so how does that affect a hcild

796

the mother legates to the child the language that the ather has a right to empart to him

797

begin to pretend to be a man to their sons

798

the best part about gays is that they dont knwo why theyre gay

799

talk about being the lahging stoke of gender

800

the most defining act

801

they fuck each other in the ass and become feminine

802

of course the child goes through life gets all fucked up and when shit goes down on him, the mother cries

803

so as a boy being raised with and by a woman, soon enough, he comes to have all the leashes and fake shit based on them

804

although he loves them i dont have to do anything about it

805

his own nature unravels fucking pussy is nice

806

i have to keep it to this because people without discernment cannot fathom anything other than their own homosexuality when looking into the mirror of my writings

807

like retarded women on fresh and fit, they will comment on their own destruction and say why are u destroying me as they slap themselves in the mirror

808

this is the nature of their dishonesty if anything we should say it is the mirror actually asking the question

809

because the mirror is the one being seen as the one slapping the other person, the truth is that the mirror doesnt speak

810

and that lots of people full of hatred need medication

811

so now i will explain what to do with gays both what to do with gays and what to do if youre gay

812

if a man is convinced that he is a man will he ever seek to better his condition ?

813

if a man is convinced that he is poor will he ever do anything to do anything about his poverty

814

so belief is the cemented thought

815

so must both gays and non gays first define themselves by what is common to the both of you

816

defining yourself by the most isolating terminology you can find

817

you still would only be right in terms of biological physical semantics

818

as to the nature of the gay spirit its not gay its a woman

819

women are not spirits

820

but the origin of where i was or where i came from comes with identity

821

when spirits die in human bodies they say i am this or i was that

822

eventually after a time without the physical stimuli of the body they stop reacting like that body

823

they begin to go out into other planets and until the full consciousness is experienced completely uninhibited

824

it is that awareness of which i speak

825

it is seeing you on Earth claiming to be gay and shit

826

yes? are you doing your job? no? youre gay

827

Huh? i dont understand

828

the definition of gay i have for u is not a joke, its a testament of taking pleasure of the things which are not, like a protection class like shaytan in this world

829

like beautiful blondes who cant fend for themselves cuz theyre straight up idiots brainless bimbo but they got that ass so you're excused type a thing

830

nobody gives a fuck about your stupidity if ure hot

831

an intelligent person fills the role of many others

832

rich people choose the best of all

833

so in this way, correct as a man needed to plow the earth imma get myself a tiny good looking blonde bang her ass and shit. u feel me?

834

i am simply appeasing to you in the ways you hear in your society

835

for the sake of detensifying the explosive im about to drop

836

no king from any society has ever given a fuck about yo race

837

race is the construct of the weak

838

all they care about is do you have what i want and what i need

839

gays dont have these benefits in this way whose going to hate women thats gotten good pussy before

840

so the question there is where do i sacrifice

841

that is what some people do

842

but the bitch here is mirrored by the man that betrays christ for the world

843

the christ valued YOU THE MAN

844

perfect skin im 50

845

got my money why the fuck i worked so hard

846

whose full of hpv and all the shit she got from all the dick she rode

847

so #1, older women have xero to tell about any man

848

the only men women try to influence is their children

849

because deep down women know

850

men for good women abandon wives, families

851

straight ticket to hell dont pass by jesus

852

so again, people that describe themselves easily

853

they all without exception lack of the experiences that are obtained in prayer

854

and in yoga that separate them from the things they always associated with

855

they dont know anything about jesus

856

their belief is accepted as belief, but it is the belief of a child

857

when the contrast of life and the tribulations and the cross which jesus said all men must carry their own cross

858

well, surely then its a whole different picture

859

THAT is carrying the cross until you do that the Lord Jesus is the one carrying you on his cross

860

its only when u go back home to be disrespected humiliated etc

861

that u stay that ur mom sees the final proof that u father aint a bitch

862

while the mother is alone nothing good happens to her

863

the only thing that decides if the child succeeds is the fathers prayers unto God

864

the only thing that decides if the father is successful in praying unto God is the maternal grandmother's prayer unto God for her son

865

maturity means I did not do this, but rather thank you all that worked earnestly for my problems

866

deeep deep down i couldnt care if here or there

867

women today; having to destroy themselves because men dont have enough in themselves to provide to them and not ask something in return

868

how must i a man engage in the desire of women and yet not attached to them and give to them and not get anything in return

869

how should i behave around those that need me

870

but i am better to avoid since i have lust for them from time to time

871

desiring to fornicate with them

872

but hating to have to take care of them but for a second

873

for one thing you should be honest to yourself always

874

the life of truth of a real man is a very simple life u wake up in the morning u do ur things then u get to prayer

875

in truth life becomes exponentially more simple

876

eventually u stop protecting urself all together

877

theres no in you doubt of any sort

878

people have no expression for this

879

thats all u speak to them and they interact with u

880

but theyre not afflicted with your doubts and fears

881

all humans should aspire to experience this

882

beautiful coming to you left and right like animals before adam

883

the peacock isnt coming to flaunt its beauty

884

its coming to complaint that i cannot fly well

885

the eagle isnt here to speak about this its here to speak about its eagle eye desires

886

i dont want to be shot by the hunter it expresses

887

they each have their things to contend to

888

because it is a mirror

889

they also have what u mean but that thing goes in lapses

890

the moments of stillness in life give rise to this light

891

and in their stillness shines a light not of their own

892

ure not interested u have no honesty and have no belief for what they have

893

the second ure gone the second before when u were there is the same for them as a bird flying in and out

894

they didnt lay your eyes on them like you could look at them they were there just staring into the void

895

so they did see u but theyre engrossed into a greater reality

896

like u are hungry for what they have

897

u are terrifying and untrustworthy

898

they're still there watching nothing u can want they have

899

uwant success they dont have it

900

they sleep on the floor and live in cages

901

it is mankind's duty to attest to these people and not attahcehd to what if they can even give u anything tha tu give them what they need for they also hunger like u

902

and u cannot see how giving them rice may save ur life

903

even as you exist in fire

904

thats no sacrifice

905

remember by God's grace that hellfire is a starving person

906

give food to people we have failed the world if there are people starving

907

people dying of starvation are a cause of failures for mankind in the afterlife

908

if you fear giving them money they would waste it

909

trust nobody means do not trust yourself

910

it means build on lack of trust

911

rich people give with interest they become richer they dont give they steal

912

if you are rich and giving u become richer you took

913

you are of shaytan liar who claims to give to rob people

914

i hate to do this maam but i have to bring your son to protect the country then he is brought to a dungeon to be abused and tortured

915

for the happiness of the elite

916

find it in yourselves, if you have something that u can do abundantly

917

the abundance that saves mankind vs the abundance that doesnt

918

so u have to find in urself the balance

919

like i need to keep this 10th million $ because one day i can be broke and poor and my people need it

920

gthen redefines his people then redefines everything as he goes

921

this is possible only as far as integrity means anything to you

922

anything i have explained will put you against yourself

923

and i will contextualize it so that u can see life in another light and see if that change in perspective alone had any healing properties to you

924

if it heals you, then it was for u medication

925

remember that at the highest levels of God disobedience lays instant death

926

so dont push ur limits

927

at the highest expressions of obedience to God is eternal life

928

and why is the end of times leading to the final judgement

929

what are these things and events and how does it regard a group of people all led by the same lies

930

it is our lies that come to an end at the time of the revelation/apocalypse

931

after the lies , the truth is revealed

932

for women: whose going to take care of me ? we will, you have the best men in the world at your service for you and all women children to old

933

we love you we love our mothers and we will support you to the best of our capacity

934

You are far more important than you're made to believe and your own ignorance of your own self worth doesn't define the truth for you or others.

935

to the degree of the belief that exists in you we have to prepare something for you to give you contextualization so you can understand better what is happening to you and to others alike

936

its not just confusing whats happening right now but its a structural dilemma

937

people ignorant like children are naive can kill each other at wars holding akas and not even having the literacy of a 8th grader

938

we are all working to secure the future of the children, appease the elites that are starving for true attention

939

so theyre starved out for what they have they cannot satisfy themselves with

940

to understand why theyve acted rather than to hide from repercussions

941

as long as you are unaware of who you are karma cannot sufficiently cleanse u

942

God has conceded many laws for mankind which are disparate but they have come into conflict because humans have tried to argue against God like God asking 50 prayers, being bargained down to 5

943

God could have had it: ok have it your way 5 is enough, u will get the worth of what u deserve

944

and the people would have died out way faster suffered tremendously

945

the muslims are only holding up together because God gave them the right of 10x the prayer power

946

The Lord knew that if you prayed 5 times a day ud be fucked up so like a tolerant father, but it is to and for people to understand that for mankind it is not good to ask this of God

947

this doesnt decorate the humans to go on to live the lives of debauchery

948

and then pray 5 times do wudu and get the rinse and repeat right

949

hence pray 5 times then go lust for the world for another 18 hours

950

in the end, they also destroy themselves a lot more in the free time which was allotted

951

if men then took that time to pray 500 times aday

952

it would have been intelligent use of time but very few do that

953

that being said; the responsibility is between you and God

954

i am also creator after all no ? i am in his image and likeness and i seem to create my own life

955

adults, making adult independent decisions like abandoning your parents

956

then there are the absolute fucking shitbat blind vampires

957

shit's fucked for them, and when u going to free them from their problems their mothers say: Hold on over there, dont u see he's gay ?

958

dont u see my son loves it to suck dick and getting fucked in the ass

959

it was already known and jesus explained it clearly, its not going to go well for you people

960

you shouldnt worry about your faggot children u should worry about yourselves

961

the children being alienated from the fathers and then taking on satans identity will be charged to you

962

because u are telling the universe u got what it takes to deroute what God has built so they will literally feed you

963

theyre not looking for justice theyre looking for your abundance

964

the word of God is infinite and perfect

965

we are all saved at different times because we all saved according to how we want to be saved

966

but the word of God is changeless

967

it is the exact moment that you become a Christian that youre saved

968

not when you claim to be a Christian remember Jesus said many people would be denied

969

remember that the people of shaytan portray themselves as believers in God

970

how can they thus disobey him

971

who can say i certainly believe 100% in the Lord we understand we all understand

972

but we all know simultaneously that our words arent meant shit

973

because we would lie at xyz to get yzx

974

one can ask, my son to me its not an issue to get an indiscreet woman as a wife, its never about me

975

when you understand that you understand why theres no victory in holding grudges

976

the grudge is the path of the loser

977

my son, have u ever seen a broke nigga giving his shit away?

978

have u ever seen broke ass palestinians starving sharing food?

979

the jews will go back to slavery in egypt

980

from where their God took them and the other the broke rice sharers will be given more by the Lord of the grain Yahwe

981

Yahwe doesn't abandon his flock, the semites sure are not converts

982

through trickery

983

the fake jews will be brought to continue the sentence of the jews where they were taken from

984

there they will say YEAHHWEEEE

985

I SERVED YOU FOR GENERATIONS AND YOU TOOK ME FROM THE WEALTH OF THE WORLD

986

these people lusting for the things God gives, like Shaytan lusted after Adam's ; leads to this inevitable path of action.

987

as soon as they cant trick people any longer

988

and blaspheme against God

989

you tricked me God I thought you loved me!

990

you promised me the world

991

there in the silence of God they'll realize nobody is listening

992

world look at me Yahwe has betrayed me

993

He is not the true Yahwe he is an impostor !

994

they will drag down even enlightened people with them

995

i ask you what good can andrew tate get from what he does

996

what good can the other dudes myron and fresh get from that what they do

997

they have succeeded but they succeeded in the wrong place in the wrong way at the wrong time

998

they played the rules and success came to them

999

what they all have in common is building through self destruction

1000

myron doing hail hitler and dancing to the jew genocide etc.

1001

it doesnt matter even myself u can see in this text ho wmy language is not polishe

1002

the father can do 2 things honor killing or accept

1003

in truth he doesnt need to do anything because the woman in her ignorance is a destroyer of herself alone the father taht prays to God protects his children hence

1004

children have nothing to fear as long as their father is with God

1005

women have been deceived since the ebginning

1006

so it doesnt mater what they think

1007

yu already know they think things oppiosite to male dominance

1008

the dog that in teh house looks at you barking, where the food, do i have to bite your ankle ?

1009

the dog gets given away, only to cry

1010

they cry when their delusions come crumbling apart

1011

theyre not real people like u an me

1012

theyre adjusted opportunists

1013

there are those rare women who standby their men in all circumstances

1014

that is like the women of ireland in the caslte of th eloyal wives

1015

the king spared their husbands because the wives walked out with their husbands

1016

the story of the women has more ups and downs than our own

1017

which is why we need to work to empower them with truth

1018

the woman is the ultaimte enemy of shaytan

1019

beasue shaytan cannot steal the world from man

1020

he can only confuse the woman by telling her i am also a man

1021

i am the dildo that delours u at night

1022

and to the degree she wants to insult her former husbadnd she nods

1023

the pact of women and shaytan is nothing but the relfection of liliths sexual difference swith adam

1024

it is th delusion of lilith to make herself the cause of her ownd oings

1025

but being bereft of knowledge of who she is, sh e embarks ona journe of catastrphy

1026

like a owman crying all the way to hell and abck

1027

u know as a man tha tliving in wealthy places nad leaving that to be in the sewers is like a punishment worse than death

1028

so does lilith venture into wherever she want

1029

all she has to cater for it is sex

1030

like women do with all things but the man that deflourwed them

1031

to preeserve women you have to find sufficiency outside of them

1032

not claim to them as sives or gfs or anything

1033

cokntinueign our advise to women: NEVER answer anythign of your sexual history

1034

anybody can just ask me private matter life and ill just advance that because im worthless deep down

1035

this is how they see you if you open your mouth twith the signature of worhtless ness, they will use it against you

1036

if you're a virgin you're safe, but then yourisk disrescpect still; the only way out is NOT to reply do NOT advance any of this informationm, never have these people and do they have interest in marrying you ?

1037

we see in shows like fresh and fit, girls being asked; do you suck dick, do you do anal, how many dicks u sucked, etc. it is super fucking disrespectful

1038

it is evil and it shows straight up hatred towards the women in the panel

1039

the sad part for this is that these men wouldnt ask this in fron tof their fathers

1040

so that is what this shows, women cannot protect thesmevles as they dont see naturally speaking like men see, like the eagle sees the fish hudnreds of feet away, men sees the worthless whore thousands of years ahead

1041

in other words its a setup

1042

if you advance the information you have relinquished your control for people and will now and from then on in the converstaion ON THE DEFENSIVE

1043

because the questions will only increase and intensify

1044

each time their attacks come stronger being MORE infomraiton

1045

and they pitch you into diff scenarios ever more compromising, ok so you sucked this guys dick then you went back to your bf ?

1046

wtv these women answer theyre cooked because only self hating women partake of their sexual history like inviting men to examine what cum stains are in their closets and bedsheets

1047

taeke this advise for it is worth a lot to you; men are not yoru friends, women are not your friends you must secure yourself from both

1048

they love you more than the world outside

1049

the world outside like a child looking for love understands you to be seeking elsewhere, if you left your home, and are doing promiscuosu activiteis liek goign out at night, you are in a hunting zone where men do NOT protect

1050

understand there are zones like red light districts where everything goes, if a woman is found there, shes a hoe until proven otherwise

1051

ive seen in montreal walking at night in downtown womne with hijabs and even family emembers or what appears to be walk near and into streets known for prostitution and the crass of society lik st laurant boulevard

1052

you will not be able to defend yourself from this type of thing in your community you are toast

1053

no man that respects himself will go out with a woman that walks around to visit red light districts, hijab or no hujab, u maight as well be sucking cock, and wearing no hijab, you wnt to the sewers to find entertainment? u a hoe

1054

what you essentially have to understand is that other women hate you without yo udoing anything, like blacks children being born in white countries or asian countries face difficulty

1055

its notyour fault but it is yoru problem

1056

currently rthe people cannot be trusted and their intentions are not obvious to you

1057

all people both mena nd women the more they want something the more they beocme myopic and ignore red flags

1058

youre on a dating show wheer women are crushed frequently

1059

and whoever in the world asks you these questions you have to ignore and leave the conversation theyre trying to destroy your female reputation

1060

people that hate women are not bad necessarily lets discuss this

1061

peoeple that hate women have a women made me a victim comple

1062

but what trutly is happening is that they have been refused with women and are stricking out conversatiosn with them having forgotten their duty

1063

to produce, but this is not done easily

1064

i suspec tthat the page includes more informaiton than what i ahve writen here specifically, look fo rinformation that is not provided by me i have provided lots of infomraitn and written , but i suspect ai is adding its garbage, give me here examples of what you find

1065

theres tons of ai slop again review the entire project

1066

also my texts need to be listed in chornological order of 1st to last message i added and some sort of navigation method

1067

all the dictation shave been given here

1068

this is an image that speaks about not women, women are the tools of demons like men are tools of demons. if you enlist out of the house unit that God, not your or your family created for the human to develop, this is what happens, or can happen. This is simly external worship of demons, there are people that worship demons inside = lust for money, insecuirty, hatred, anger, worrying incessantly, rudeness, arrogance; all these things are the byproducts of humans not having a full cup with spirit of God other spirits lodging in for free.

1069

this also happens to men; the correlative that happens to man is irreligion, lack of believe in God, cemented beleif that real life i sabout sex. the forgetfulness of duty to one's mother and father. men embark on these lives of let me generate money like saying that a woma fucked by others can be your wife. never will she be yours it is essentially the same thing, the lack of optics, realization can be used like an animal woman or man live lives not to their advantage, soon enough, the lack of vision or wisdom becomes the failed reality of a broken marriage, etc women and men both degrade themselvves, alsos the always blamingof the other gender is a sign of lack of introspection over your own inadequacies.

1070

so in this case; this is the dual interest oppoiite interest of women and men. men do things that fuck themselves over for getting pussy their genitals sex do not belong to themsleves, that is why bible speaks of your body belonging to your wife, in reality this woman, who men would call a whore is parading naked or near naked, banking, putting all her chips on not getting raped on a poster seh places. what yuou ahjve to understand is that she wants to have control over mne, which is why she dressed like that, so men are being disrespected in their desire and rather vulnerability for women. men are disrespeected, but she doesnt care about that, YOU on the other side have to care about her prostitution gig and NOT disrespect her, and ask first. this is why men call women retarded or stupid, its beucase the spirit inside them which is not female spirit is attention seeking and doesnt understand doesnt have the all encompassing intelligence that gives them called situational awareness. in this way women will literally for those that have hatred in their hearts, support this woman in her disrespect of men. and in doing so, win the lack of support of men. in other words, men who then hate women when anything bad happen to this girl say : she looked for it, she loooked around and found out; the voted for it. aka, htyere not happy this happy to you, but they dont give a fuck . yet they feel contempt for her. for she also hates men for doing this showing herself to men disregarding their feelings; many women after being raped get the opinion of men as their own, rapists tell them this is what youget and you deserved it. and since the woman didnt know it prior, she then getting that awareness not contends inher own head , i didnt know i could get this. and well they then dont report rape or something liek that

1071

bhavee u ever seen thise videos of the ick list for females, this is the male ick list

1072

you can see in this video the reality that awaits women; men can brutalize women into good things. since women do not love each other they cannot bring each other to stress each otehr out without an emotional bond like for example the idea that men have that say "i can save her", the truth is that men cannot save "her" if of itself, what men are saying is I will suffer for her. since women cannot impregnant one another, they have no spiritual gain at saving each other, hence, women destroy each other out of pure "competition" ; you almost never hear of women supporting ieach otehr spiritually, yuou always hear of women supporting each other in leaving men, but these are not women these are rather lesbians, or heterosexual males in woman bodies. like this woman, is no longer in her original body, so is another spirit insid her own. its an arrogant spirit and we know that her mind is constantly undert attack by that spirit, and that what he says is emasculating to her. havin gno father in her life, or no love to her father this woman doesnt have the capcaity of a spirit of love inside her. so these other spirits who still come lodge there and bring her down mentally in order to have access to her body, in a sense she is possesed and being demoted or emaculated, or attacked in her core or soul, how? youre ugly, or this is beautiful! but its truly a deformity or infirmity. in this way incompatible things come to them, but the lack of the father spirit doesnt protec them. they end up doing xyz aka betraying themselves, like this girl has. then as you can see in this case her mother hates her, her mother supports this because her mother is in competition with her. neither does the mother have the spiritual love to protect her daughter, she rather herself has the distance from her husband emotionally, and thus cannot see how her daughter is the punching bag of her own husband hating spirit..

1073

ever she the eternal victim = lilith who is a woman with satan's spirit; heterosexual man in a woman's body. huntress, an amazon let me kill all men. needless to say the lack of this spirit is the awareness of introspection, they're axed on the external world incapable of seeing what is going on inside. having no self awareness, they ruin themsleves inside for the sake of the extenral sex. what this woman had is destruction of the self inside through sex abundance which is the story of lilith wherein the inside world is destroyed slowly by the presence of death demons inside. the inside world being ruined, there is no purpose at preserving the outside world, the inner demons lodge in , and begin the process of polliting the mind, i am a victim ive done n othing to u, etc etc. so she feels like a victim in the world. aka the pandemic, but she herself creates the video because something is obviously wrong, she actually cannot tell whjy . she cant tell that its her lack of sense or rapport to her father, its that she has no male love for her. she cant see that sexually, she has lost her masculinity, she cannot see how importnat this is for her. ssh knows it, deep down, but she cannot see it or how.

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when women sleep with animals they come to the realization that something they canot removed has lodged inside themselve,s the only thing elft is now death; edath so that they can be reborn again. it is not figuratively , it is literally death, but like baptism is literally death who can tell that ? the the idea of baptism is death with water, rebirth in spirit. water kills the spirit in man, a new spirit comes after, the hookup culture is something women cannot understand, how they feel is normal it is the truth. look what theyy said, used and abused. this is exactly what ook place. the what women dot understand here is that th eman is also being used and abused by a demoniac spirit. because it is not humane, the man after what he has done feels no rapport to you and your emotion, because hes not acting froma human standpoint. or humane. he dehumanizes or objectivizes the woman. if you the woman areso so unaware of the spirit inside the man like whyw ould a man give me attention which i dont deserve, since you yourself as a woman are polluted, you cannot see the frank ness of the problem behind, and so you are used, and dont worry the spirits that control and make u blind and stupid will also destroy him later on. it is tit for tat

1075

ever she the eternal victim = lilith ; read this leave me i was created only to cause sickness to infants. never forget, women are worse to children and better. never consider a man to be worse than a woman for children or to hchildren. the reality of the spirit inside is that thes spirit of a woman is the directer of her actions and not the biological being, the gun is used to murder for justice = cop or to murder for wealth = mercenary/thief

1076

you should never advance any form of protection to any woman that has nOT loved you prior. that means, love your mother alone. if another woman has given you love, reciprocate that in a male way, even if that means she will ahve to find another man in other words, do not abuse her that loves you; do not use her, and if you do decide, then impregnate her so that your children males will give her the love that you did not. loving is service, if you serve your wife and you stop serving your mother, you have given your wife false God energy, she doesnt deserve the food for which she didnt farm, your m other farmed it in you; hence it goes to your mother, do not rob your mother of what she worked to give it to a whore who doesnt deserve it.

1077

the woman that takes the wealth of a mother , aka doesnt want to work for having chidlren and simply want to benefit from men, that dont value thei rmothers are also whores.

1078

what si death to whoever is already dead inside ? self awarenses

1079

human society is deformed with the homosexuality of women = i will possess the man and control him; the west is dominated by the homosexuality of older women who having not being desired, take it upon themselves to impose to men they can't impose shit to, because you can round house kick them in the face or punch them in teh chest and the entire thing dies out in a second. what women cannot impose on a 1 to 1 in an island alone with a man, they can,t impose deep down and in reality because the house is an island in the ocean of society, when these island hoppers go to other islands to have another man come to her island and destroy or emascualte her man who she cannot control thorugh cucking or having naother man beat him aka i punch my husband in the face but if he pushes me, i call the cops and hes goign to jail something like that, then whats truly happening is that yorue in a homosexual marriage, which means a man and a woman but the woman is actually in bed with other men for the sake of controloing the man at home. indeed this woman has zero loyalty to you and part of her toolkit are the 100 homosexuals out there in society that would stop at nothing to get pussy

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the west is known for having associety wherein the man at home is not honored by the woman its like the jews try to emasculate Yahwe with their pfalse ereligions and god worhsip. of otehr gods. its lik etrying to betray God to have power over God. I'm angry at God because we're in teh desert 40 fucking eyars, its hot, we have nothing, it was beter at the eguptians, lets rise up something to hurt God so he can hear our pains. then God sends moses to fuck htem all up . in this way women go to no holds barred, other men, to egt the attention , to get the pride and to weaponize their femeninity against the man at home. this is truly worse than prostitutes, because prostitutes can have no claim to your home, the homosexual wife is worse than a prostitute because she goes back home claiming victimhood to ty to rob you of your peace and yall that you have, it is hatred against men at its purest sense, the homosexual american wife is a woman who sleeps around not because she loves those she finds, but because she loves the power she gets , over the only man thats with her in marriage. truth be told, the man who accepts such a wife, ends up experiecing this not becuase he is a victim or because she is bad, but because he himself is not of the awareness of protecting his mother. the man protects against the american homosexual wife by not being pussy ass faggo biutch himself; this i mean, being only service minded towrasd his mother

1081

on the last message, the homosexual american wife cannot marry a man whose mother loves him, your mother loves you all the time, but your mother doesn thave love for you in gratitude, aka you have to pay the debts of emotions to your mother before yo uengage in marriage, otherwise, you encurr the transactional marriages, withotu the structure, you yourself as a man would not accept a woman who is there to rob you, you cannot see the woman is there to rob you because you dont see the spirit of hatred inside her, seeing the spirit of hatred inside a woman is th ebiggest deterrent for any man contemplating marriage for whichever reason, ebcause it is a spirit that is opposite to anything good, who hates children adn promises sto fight you "i am a bictim" all the way through it is satan

1082

people are outraged at what ? that this man owes you an apology? women and people of little intelligence aka men controlled or managed by women (arrested in development) pick up the weapon of emotions to rule out against the reality that this world is ajungle; women try to control men such as him ysing emotional woeapons, this man in his own lack of intelligence opens his mouth at throwing out what is a threat to women and their lievlihood or the peace of women, but women having no purity canno see that men are NOT their freinds men do not owe you sympahty, what happens here is that women undeerstand if we *like the ocean) create society hwo did dthis screw loose release itself? so they like a hole in the pavement pave it back again through whicheveer means so that children in the future dont end up like this homosexual man who says disgusting shit like he did. what happens here is that the man doesnt have a fullyhhumane spirit, doesnt have the spirit of God isnide him, imagine a bunch of homosexuals were to go rape him and then they tell him his exact same words to him i fu cant change it, u might as well relax and enjoy it. this lack of awareness in him, brought only to him by homosexually being abused shows that the spirit inside him is a faggotry creating spirit, because self awarenss only comes with faggotryl without a doubt that this retarded indian officeer would simply be shook if what he says to women would be doen unto him, unfortunately this is not a way to do things, but like women always overshoot their capacity they forget the woman is not the spirit inside, you cannot expect but for women to elect imbeciles like this man, enjoy therefore (ge t it ?) do you see what im doing here ? seeing society collapse, because after all, since u cant change it, u might as well enjoy it. learn from these patterns of wishing society self destruction to gage what is what and who is what. and who or what spirit dwells insid e people

1083

the extremes of spiritual possession is lack of self awarenss. masturbating in plain public whle people seeu while being compeltely unaware. being judged without knowing, there are through many dimensions possibility of people to do things in 1 dimension but being seen from another and cutting their access to things available in other dimensions, the problem with not seeing is not knowing the probolem with not knowing is death. my people perish for lack of knowledge, or my people die because they didnt see death in front of them and they walked straguith into it. youve seen cases of people doing bad jokes to kings and ending up dead... but it was just a joke? sure dumbass, like u balancing on a rope around your neck. this stuational wawareness is called vigilance. you must have vigilance which is from the sitll momnet, which is the only way to live, annot act out of desires which violate that space, rather remain there, because it is ur secuiryt, find out for yourself why u leave secuiryt for insecure ty, and see who has power over you; who is governing ur life and how so? who is who what do they govern how they govern u, how can they remotely control u and have u do things that ar enot in ur best advantage inclduign dying spiritual death. how does it become the norm to ve a life wherein u are ur own worse enemy. gthis is not the norm, this si the life of he who doesnt know himself. he belongs to everyone hence poverty comes to him the fastest.

1084

if there is ony thing that homosexuals dont know is why they do gay things, they do not have the self awarenss that their bodies made of water earth have a homosexual or heterosexual spirit that is fire air. what this means is that fire air running a water earth system is basically fucked from the get go, u or rather they will NEVER be able to fully engineer this thing to work like macos on windows hardware pentium, the problem here is that here is compatibiituy issue so the greater things like selflessness, and extra corporeal spiritual livingmness whch demand physical and mind purity to transcend the lower worlds, do nto take place. theres nothing bad of gays and nothing bad of non gays, but when it comes t oudnerstanding the homosexuals lack in attachment, u see eit in how they fuck which is the earth and they also lack in emotions wherein u see ehow theyre about themselves. because ethisiss impossible for people to see and understand you must see it in this way, pure fire and pure earth are very different, but to the degree theyre pure, theyre are within what is called strict consciousness appeal, aka, they are what God decided them to be. in this world, water and earth are mixed, but water and earth cannot deal with each other, hece, spirit or soul ir needed to articulate things, because pure water and pure earth cannot relte to one another like shiva shakti being articulated by kandarpa who arrows shiva in the heart so he will start mixing with parvati. in this way there is a ned for a 3rd person like satan to articulate the beginnings of womena nd earth. how deos this make sense ? it sodesnt. even if water betrays itself earth will not betray itself, so u need confused women adn self betraying men to get this going. if men are not sefl f betraying then they need to be cohersed with kandarpas arrows or something of the nature of subterfuge or mixing.

1085

this is incorrect, indian men are choosing lives of loneliness is the right ting, theyre choosing those lifestyles without knowledge such as kandarpa motivates shiv by interrupting the meditation, in this way, after shiva has sex not with parvati but with kali he becomes unconscious again. you ahve to see like a rubix cube, what is and what are ideal relatiionships are impure relationships, having done that to shiva kandarpa dies, because he destroys or ruins the natural process of shiva parvati by trying to influence them he is trying to intern thier relationship aka sleep with parvati using shivas body, so the fire comes to im and kills him. in otther worsds, eros or kandarpa is mostly awter element, being hidden behind the tree, means he hides behidn the idea of the vegetation that is born of water and earth mixing, ( see the katha or story of creation in chdristianity), the trees were made from waer and earth and all living things the impure cannot create by themselve,s but the impure are subject to the pure, the soul comes from God, to articulate (breath) dpenent the lives of people, yet people live hellish n many ways, comepletly unaware. fire earth water air, thees 4 elements deal with each otehr, and life is a relationship of imprue to impure. yet with the connotations liek a paitning, of mixed colors resulting in variety of appealing things. the still moment is making u aware of the breath, hence the still moment is actually NOT still, it gives u awanresns of the breath, hence breath is not magnified, but is made pure in stillness. this isnot purity, but u beginto understand that there are dimensins withindimensions and that in movements ure choosing indirectly not to see the subtlety of things aka, when driving inside a car, u canno see the ants and the vegetationa dn the fruits on the trees with the same ease as if u stopped and sat down and relaxed and layed by the grass to fall asleep. then u would see tihings that happen and take palce, that ur day to day routines completely pass u by like a child who is depressed and who commits suicide in teh house of aparents that work all th etime, and dont know what tok palce didnt know depsite being the responsible adults in the mgt of the hcild in question.

1086

God created women so you would understand why you need God and not women. WOmen are simply accelerators of failure for men, you see inside you is what matters, with women, they do not create in for themselves, they simply show you how much lack of control you have as a man. Women reveal to you that they control nothing, hecne you control nothing, women reveal to you that the free will impression you ahve is a lie. That the soul is not real. How so ? The idea of I am free to choose is an idea, not real,all has conequences. there is no such thing as free will anywhere in creation, the birth of that concept is th e death of a previous concept and the previous concept was the observation of the world as its primary means of dissipation or understanding. men do non do not stpobehing to think like a owmen they simply stop being themslev.s see it liek this, imagine a full tank of a car, but with 99% of the tank the car drove differnly, then at 85% the car drive differently, then at 60 % the car drives differenly, this is what happens with humens, as the meptiness iself inside the tank also has activity we just dont measure it and being unaware of it, like the way we have through scietific understanding of the universe develpped tools to explore and manipulateit , BUT have lost some discretional tools adn skills of aprpeciateion which we had before, you put a man from a city to live in the jungle and he dies within days compared to his ancestors who exlusively lived their entire lives in the same jungles, how is this not relevant to human development as a replacmeent tool rather than true developmen, u would say that mankind developped into something the truth is that mankind ceased to be in what it was, and it is completely anew, in another setting, but mankind itself has not changed, the laws dont make the humans, the human like in the future will be animals even born in the greatest of planet,s its notbecause the man is not an animal, or is, its because of the impurity in tthe elements, and the lack of self awarenss, what if the human ebing is 5 elements are they waht does this mean, what of me chooses this in this way and why do men end up in eternal hellfire to suffer ? do you not see why ?

1087

why do women hate faggots but cant help but make them ? because its not about what or why its about malleability, do u care about the big diamodn in he middle fo the mountain or the little gold nugget in the river outside? big wealth mayh not be reachable to u, do u care of the most beautiful woman that eve rlived pysche in the past thousands of years ag? no u dont, u cant have acccess to her, in a similar way, wwomen do NOT see straight men, because theyre not avialabel to them. u are like djinns are invisible to u, so are straight men, invisible to women, not being able to secure them, they do not have the energy or capacity to find in their emotions something that makes sense for them to have. it is not how u dress, it is that they do NOT see u, they see the hmosexual faggot though becasue they can relate to hiim, to these women homosexual fagogots though hated, are real men, why? because they have a penis and they dont (the woman doesnt). in this way, thse women run after gays to be part of gay society like adam covering his genitalia is a similitude to being a woman. it is not in the strict sense, but it is "less intimidating" ; in this way women feeling intimidated by "real men" have no choice but to submit to the, but submitting to them takes away from them the agency, so they go like, but i want to choose what i like, this is impetus to edxistance, so men that end up choosing what they want ultiamtely have them, women chooe what they want, men choose what they want. fallen and fallen relationship due to lack of self awareness. nothing in this world is forever, no relationship not even birth marriage , all these people die. peace is nto the end. peace is still curtailed with the death of the physical body. who am i, andhow am i desdesined to dying ? do u dorown in water or does eh ody drown in water, if u are water how can u drown? does air drown in water or is it the mix of the 2, death that beciomes fire, or rather air that becomes fire. that beciomes water, how can fire die in water ? how does fire use air to create water vaport from water, does air come from water is air locked inside water and fire releases it ? what does air then soul free from fire ? who is the fire that releases the human water, then what happens to the earth ?

1088

if gold doesnt exist, can the man that loves Gold be attracted to it, some people kill for money, if money didnt exist aka the offer u kiull this person i reward u 50kusd. if that offer didnt exist would tha tman be dranw to kill someone else or are they only inderested in killing due to that. the question then is do u lust for women that dont existand uve never seen. do u want to eat bread tthat doesnt exist, if i close my eyes to a very appealing woman who wants to have sex with me, will she remain tehre forever for as long as my eyes are closed, ? will me opoening my eyes and seeing her not give her power over me ? who can stay longer, the woman or the with the desire for her, is the desire for her not just a response to her actual existence in taht form. my question is is mohini as beautiful as she is, if so why arent people charmed by not seeing her. what i wish to relatte here is about teh power dynamics of what we ahev and what we want and who we are. we are something we want someting and

1089

we have something we are somethign and we want something thse things like 3 variables rule over us and the relationship of 3 verbs establish where we end up, without knowin who we are, we want what we cannot have, we work for what we cannot have thinking we can have it, losing time energy money. sometimes achieving having, but having it beign all fucked up or too late. so u want to fuck women... okay says who? says I you say. lets look ino that, what is actually happening during sexual arousal, hour genitalia are being remote controlled by other entities. here is what makes sense;: a man desires a woman a woman desires a man, the woman goes for the man the man goe for the woman at the same tmie, they find each other without difficulty and they mate or have sex. at the right time in the right way at the right monet etc. in fact all forms of lack of rapport and sex are the miscontreenous sex relationships that people have in this world, the wife doesnt want, the man doesnt care, the woman is too old the man is impotent, etc. u name it its been practiced, all forms of impure sex are not sex in turth. but sex is not possible in its full functionality in a physical snese, sex is also emotional, sex is also mental and spiritual. for that reason u have to pair the n onjudgmental attitude to the sexual actbecause there is impurity in this world and nobody knows wtf theyre doing. no men here knows if the woman he has is a whore in thought, or a whore in emotions or a whore phsycically. a woman chaste physically but dereams about other men super stars sports athletes, is a whore in her heart. her body is clean but that means nothing, smae goes for men. hence in this world women cannot get real men in the strict sense. because these men are piossessed by multiplicity of spirits at any given moment. so is puberty here the end of life adn the beginning of judgement. no thought no emotion no pshycial tuch that is sex,. how does this make senese ?% communion or yoga is not sex, you would say samadhi is sex. but that doesnt make sense to people that dont know what that is, you owould then say sex is isness. isness is not external, what is isness. who is having sex is what you ought to say, sex is the most used word, without true representation of what iti s. people in india worship shiva yoni representation of sconsciousness of the universe, they harnessed the belif and thought that the univesr is pure consicousness and yet appears physical, thisis what i mean, howw or who can say that the universe is having sex with itself when it is not itself, shiva is not shakti in appearance, the shakti of shiva is the appearing universe is what i would say, but shiva alone exists, but the power of that universe its appearing maya its appearance thought it isnt is ... keeping it there

1090

so sex is not true or a misnomer, in sex there is se or being and ex as in coming from,

1091

s-e-x

1092

truth be told. sex is not , u are, sex doesn create me, sex is rather recreation because it is inveitably destructive, who says i have sex to destroy! truth is that there is no purpose in having sex. but sex is the outcome of impure thoughts of yourself. without these impure thoughts there is sex. but what is sex if not creation trying different things out, that is what sex is, sex is the creation myth taking place, creted over and over again. its not shiva shakti comign together, its a new creation of shiva with the apaprent universe as shakti, it is not real, there is no shakti

1093

like theres no money wihtout wealth real worth in the bank

1094

like i have silverbacked money or gold backed currency

1095

well, its like havinga language that only i speak, its not real, its not a language

1096

like fiat money is not money

1097

but yet it is and we use it

1098

in a similar way we have sex for fun.

1099

but truly we dont see all that it does at our expense

1100

so is fun only an abstract of reality

1101

we choose to only see the fun it in it,

1102

but after paying for it a while we then estbalish maybe its not that much fun

1103

but it seure was while we had it

1104

in this way tehre is a time discrepacy wherein karma doesnt have its repercusisons right away

1105

eample i invade a country with my army i kill a man and rape his wife, surel ife is good, i am ivctorious i am the king all is great, then my family gets slaughtered in a conflict later on. wooops

1106

in this universe and creation who has all these wild cards, secuirity is the main concern of the woman or the material universe

1107

so do women have attraction for God or men, or spirit and yet they are the actual spirit of man in the flesh

1108

women who are the power of men actually seek men with power

1109

yay, it is not like that and yet it is lik ethat who says all these women are men?

1110

truth: all these womena re spirit

1111

not spirits but spirits

1112

so are all fallen demoniac spirits in mankind and outside also spirit all that differes in all of them is a sense of self-worth

1113

which is established by your own knowledge of yourself

1114

people in this world who dont know whtmselves, are owned by foreing spirits, they have no identity they fluck like the leafs loose flying aroudn to the wind. litearlly... they go from country to country oh let me find this let me find that, none of what they have has long term repercussion not even for thesmelves not even for the world around them. it is not a bad thing, but for the woman within seeking eternity or eternal life as any form it will never tkae place

1115

hence this woman (eve ) exists in side men as their floating rib being removd from them looking to reincorporate the human body they came from (adam)

1116

women submissive to men reincorporate men sconsciousness, men obeissant to christ reincorportate christ consciousness, who itself incorporates God consciousness

1117

thus obeissance is the path of knowlwdge, but the path of knowledge how can ignorant people take it ?

1118

who will expect the child to alk itslef to school?

1119

indeed, we are truly dependant and indebted for those erudits and idealists that have brought unto us, knowldge of the world,l aka our parents

1120

apparent is their victory but true is their demise

1121

who doesnt see God as the cause of all things and lives its worldy life

1122

claiming to be what theyre not, haunting others with their false pretense

1123

i am who i am not, no knowldege of anything do i have. spirit is non being

1124

but non being is something

1125

what is it

1126

its beyond time,

1127

its liek an accident perfect taking place

1128

how can an accident perfect take place

1129

when did you forego or forgot what true perfection is ?

1130

i cant belive it?! this happened and took palce !?

1131

i fell on the cure for cancer, like that, just acidentlaly, just like that

1132

in this way ignorance is bliss

1133

ignorant people take forever torepay their debts

1134

what you have to understand is that you have zero wife in here. the whore is the revendication the make up the altar of the goodwoman with the spirit of God, pattern failure suggestst that only the godo women will be valued now into the future becuase the bad wones will cause nothing but trouble, not being able to change who thye are and nobody with sound mind jumping into the snake pit to save them, they will lilith themselves to the desire of killing infants suggesting deaths of children as cure for personal problems and live a life oof degeneeracy wit h weak men that offer them shelter. these satanists men secretly hating them will slowly embarnk towards homosexuality and degeneracy until they abandon these women all together becoming invisible to them as they will have nothing elsehumane inside themslves.

1135

doing the right needs grants u the right protection = not having thoughts = protection, haveing good thoughts = less godo protection say 90%, have medium htoughts 70, 50 is having good and bad, 10% below 50, is shit thoughts till -40 beflow 50 or 90% into the fucking gutter which is where women live. abased constantly by heir minds. both womenand men can get thmselves and not each other, when u tell a owman u good u good u good and she goes like u love me u love me ulove me, and no answer hepls her out i sbecause shes at -90 and or quesitoning her own decisions, any flaw in self love such as not obeying to her parents and superiors will make ALL your efforts to save her null. remember the story of lord shiva, a king who wantts to see shiva separated from shakti asks her tto take brith as his daughter, she does, and then he causes her to commit suicide. this is why you shouldnt contemplate children with fathers who are agsint u, a way you can do this is if you are with God, this is not good for you however, as conversing a father to yuour side will not tkae without u trying to be their spiritual father which is unjust and unnecessary, but God is father to us all, hence God can make it work, but do realize that God or Shiva told Sati to NOT go to her father, adn she went anyways, this is what i said u love me u love me u love me u love me? ur 4 yes yes yes yes mean nothing in the end, tthe thing inside her, compells her to do what she does and she is bound still depsite marriage to her parents and father particularly, so then the father of sati says; you're dead to me daughter. because she marreid the man he didnt wnat her to marry. surely, Shiva married the ashes, as much as the woman. this was all known before she took her birth, the purity of the heaert of daksha was inexistant, his honest disre wasnt her to be his daughter but her to be separated from shiva. so it was.

1136

the gods should divugle to humans what they ask, soe that the humans who dont see hte consequences of whath tye ask understand not what is taking place but that theyre asking things which are undue, a man asking Lord Vishnu to have lakshmmi as his wife, daksha asking shakti to be his daughter, all these people call themselves devotees. can u imagine what an enemy o f God does.

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introspection is key to self identity, peopel and human justice system is based on porinvg a crime or causing a crime to be proven in a certain light like being framed for example, when people hav suffiient anger or hatred toward u, they care only baout ur suffering, hence u are not guilty of what ure being accused, but u are target of the shitstorm accumulated, hence those people wish to defecate on something or someone if u volunteer to this u will see what everyone has eaten int he past. hence, be above all epople so that if they throw shit at u, it falls upon each other, what u must see here is that the world is sentenced by the world, jesus is above all thigns and people next to God, because he doesn't stoop down to the level of the people of the world. preserve yourselves in the state of jesus by constant prayer and adoration to God, NOT by dwelling win the world to bring it justice. Jesus came and left and has been away for 2000 years now. what that means is the same, he came who loves me, follow me take up your crosses and do the rip; there is no reason for jesus to come back again. the message he provided is still valid hence its personal choice.

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in other words jesus example was for those who dont know, from Jesus viewpoint its God forgive them for they know NOT what they do. it is based on our presumed innocences. if it is truth, then we will reach to him and attain him by God's grace following his path. if he is wrong, then it will be proven such as well. and he will have to return based on him being wrong that in truth we did know. and we were just feighign ignorance like the father of all lies shaytan

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what you see in a case like this is that the indians cannot be conquered and the characterization of the indians are disgusting is unlikehte true japanese ohmg theyre so clean is that japan is degenerative as fuck, and are disappearing, no religion, bunch of gay ass anime hentai destruction of thei ryouth and women and worse than all this collapsing birth rates. people that didnt exist and dont exist in the future cannot be weighted by what u look. south korea, also wonderful nation and people, cant wrap thei r minds around what to do, so are india 1.4+ billon poeple, u are bound to find degenerates of all sorts, as india no longer has functioning vishnu cast system the society has no order, the broke people are not organized into structure, the imbeciles are not supported, the rich start workign for themslves alone and the religious directors are startinv and relaying on money rather than faith. in this wya the india u see is not india,because it hasn no divine autority directing it. so india like hapan and south skorea are 3 cesspools of shit. its not about the country or the people, its about the spirit behind it all, all 3 are ruled by gay shit and spirits, whereas the true God fearing people in dindia south korean and japan are all doing perfectly fine, its just that u see only with your eyes and assocaite what u see with the truth because ure a fool

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see here the excuses of lets insult men it feels good deep inside, u have to understand there are poepl ewho live looking for the opporunity to live out their inner fanctasies, being polluted in their minds they have evil thoughts and enjoy evil deeds, these are not human beings, they are not of God and are the opposite of friends

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americna actors and artists have entire compendiums of homosexual acts if ure looking for epsteins list of these poelpe doing gay shit, u dont see what theyre doing in front of ur very own eyes, u think what they do in their pdiddy shows are bad without questioning but u see what they do on tv and the roles they take for money and dont understand these actors are empty vessels they have no humane character, they turn off and turn on at the will of a producer, kiss men, take it up the ass etc, its all an act isnt it ? u ever seen people that insult or disrespect their parents and then its a setup oh no its ajoke! its a joke,! setup by the other partner, indeed, these things are the ways of the fallen, no true love, no true hatred, hide one to make the other seem real, i am not a human i am what i am, etc etc..

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see this video, note how the only thing they said to change is howis his isnide which is a pure female persopective thing, aka take in dick, and change who u are. in other word,s theyre telling him 1) you sir are gay 2) act more like a woman; either way, these women dont know who theyre tlaking to because they think the etinire universe is female. they see women and they think men are women too, they think men change like women do.

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it would do you good as a man to realize that women have no capacity to choose their partners, to that degree they also have no capacity to keep them. God proved it with liliht

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offensive things are real, women take offense off thign men dpont offense, so what u have to understand that is you will be attacked based on what women and homofags feel is offensive; henc eyou have to filter these things out since they do not have the capcaitu to remain nutral at a joke that involves them. theyre dangerous people https://youtu.be/my8EgS3l23o?si=VjfQ1KdaPtl4SKix

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this post image explains to you how the west aiming at killing itself uses chad as a tool like the all men who abuse women get their way ahead in the western soceity, u see it here as follows the mmen from native backgrounds are not punished (shaytan requests leniency) shathe native men then destroy the native women, shaytan then destroys lilith. ; this is the exact pattern ehre represened. .the native men get excessively punished therefore lets give lighter sentence, and now we have as a result hthat women are ruined, both lilith and eve. ; the structure of this is to destroy men through the destruciton of their motherrs. their motheres are teh real aim of the war, not the man imself.

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the center of mass is differnet, we have to adapt speech to the center of mass, God provides the way, the people then destroy themselves, in the process of misinterpreting ( was deceived). so the knowledge othe psyche or soul is to adapt the language interpretation so that we may do what God commands, rather than preach adn remain incpabale of doing what is requested of us. in other words, there is possibility for people to get eternal life, but u have to stop hearing all with ur ignorance ways upbringing of trial and error and settle down with God-opinion. which is omniscience,. the notion of the center of mass is different is to illustrate that people cannot help each otehr without taking from themselves to give to another, the teach a man to fish and feed him to a lifetime, but also in there... have him exposed to overfishing, greed now, etc. something else is decayed when the physical body is preserved. so not one withotu the other. in this way, all things we are told have "perishing value" aka eventually it will no longer be valid, how so ? is it that God has changed his ways ? no, but u didnt hear what God said and in what way, maybe u have been given a perverted version of absolute accurace, so is this how islam presnets itslef; Bible talmud all books and messages by prophets are corrupted, but islam is not. yet its the final religion, we dont know what will happen except we do but when and how we dont excatly. that being said, the image attests to that people that are deceived work without internatlizing the stuff we givve it

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in this other example we see also here the message sustains itself; aka; God is True speech or eternal speech the other one or the highest anti-theses is the opposite of what God says which sis not objective or semantic opposites, but rather ever changing ; that is also seen in the religious scriptures of ever changing deities or amalgam deities like ba^homet and all these androgynous hermaphrodite creatures. while true hermaphrodites exist in nature, men and men havent reproduced in mankind neither has men with females sometimes, it doesnt work like past her certain ages. in thi sway you should estbalish for urself a paranidm wherein God's Word is never chaniging. u will see then, that all forms outsside the word of God lack in the substance of eternity = validation. for whatever is not eternal in comparison to eternity or constance is called unreliable.